Don't Break My Heart(chapter one)

Jonathan couldn't recall ever feeling like this about a girl.
He looked into her eyes,memories of them ran threw his mind.
Her name was Samantha,she had long blonde hair with baby blue eyes.
The first day they met he knew he loved her,but he has always been afraid to say it.
They met their first day of college,he got out of his car and saw her struggling with her bags.
"Excuse me miss,but would you like some help?"He asked as he shut his door.
"No its ok I got it."She said and dropped the box she was carrying.
She was trying to pick it back up."I'll get it."He said as he picked up one of her bags.
"Thanks."She said with a smile.."Its really no problem,I'm Jonathan."He said as they walked toward the doorms.
"I'm Samantha."Her smile got bigger."You have a beautiful smile."He said and she giggled.
"Well this is it,thanks for your help."She said as she opened the door.
"I guess I'll see you around."He said and started to walk away.
"Wait you have my purse."She said with a laugh.
"Oops I forgot it was there,umm would you like to go see a movie this weekend ?"
"Thanks and Sure."She said with a smile.

After that weekend,months past,then years.
Samantha was the best thing to ever happen to Jonathan.
Tonight was going to be the night,he was going to say it.
He took her hand."Samanthan I........."He froze.
"You what Jonathan ?"She asked confused.
"I....I...I love you !"He said and she started to cry.
"I love you too."She said and he smiled.
He stood up and picked her up.
The kiss they shared that night was like no other.
But the only bad thing is Samantha had to go home for a few months.
She had to visit her family."I hate having to go back to Chicago."
"I know but your Mom needs you."He said as he hugged her.
"I'll call you when my plane lands."She said as she picked up her bags.
He watched her walk on that plane,as one tear rolled down his face.
He couldn't move,he felt so stupid.
He sat down and cried.
Why did he have to wait until tonight to tell her ?
He wished he said it sooner.
When he got home that night he couldn't stop thinking about her.
He took a shower and tried to get some sleep.
He tossed and turned but couldn't sleep.

He got out of bed and got dressed,He started putting his shoes on when the phone rang.
"Hello ?"He said but no answer.He hung up the phone and put his shoes on.
He walked back into the bedroom and grabbed a backpack.
He stuffed it full of clothes and ran out the front door.
When he got to the airport he bought a ticket to Chicago...
His plane didn't leave for an hour so he took a seat...
His cell started ringing...









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Nothing Is What It Seems

nothing ever seems to change
I guess I'll truely never understand
life is close to meaning nothing to me anymore
thank god music is there for me
no matter what cause sometimes I feel that
I have no one I sit here and think
of how I really want my life to be
college is the only way outta here
I feel like I'm five
I guess it will always be this way!




*F.Y.I*
This Isn't A Story! This Is How I Feel!